I have had an amazing revelation: Everything that I thought was settling
in my reality from external sources, was not from the outside, but from my
internal sources and are all a result of weeks of my own manifesting.
Let me explain it this way. About 4 weeks ago, I was complaining about
my life, where I was and what I was doing, and continually kept repeating how I
wanted change, change to do as I want. To move away from the things I no longer
wanted in my life.
This week has been so difficult, because suddenly all these negative
things started happening to me, and they just seemed to accumulate and I
couldn’t understand why, why when I am focusing on manifesting my goals in my
life, do I suddenly have all this negative stuff come up.
A couple of days ago it became almost too much too bear, but once I
re-arranged my thoughts and the way I was doing things, everything once again
started to look up for me, and I stood once again at a point where I could
objectively look at what has been happening in my life and find out where the
source of these experiences is. What a surprise when I began to realise that
everything that has been happening to me is a product of my manifesting!!!
I have become accutely aware of the saying “Be careful what you wish
for, because you just might get it!”
I have realised that in my wishing for change, I failed to formulate
that as much as I wanted change, I wanted it for the greater good, and that I
also failed to spell out exactly how I wanted things to change, so the universe
delivered EXACTLY what I asked for, no more, no less! I got my change but in
the fastest, easiest way that the universe could deliver it, and at first I
mistook the hardships as someone elses intervention in my life……someone elses’
negative influences for lack of a better explanation, and all along I have been
the only one responsible for the chaos that has been reigning in my life over
the last week or so…….
But heres the crux, I didn’t actually formulate my wishes in as many
words as I FELT my wishes, does that make sense? I so badly wanted the change
that I must have been screaming it out to the universe in my emotional
frequencies. I had the emotional connection to the thought I was thinking and
was sending that out to the universe like a broken record, over and over again
and for weeks on end!!!
What a wake up call, if anything I am more in awe of the natural Law of
Attraction than ever before!