Law of Attraction Diary - Day 18 and 19

I have had an amazing revelation: Everything that I thought was settling in my reality from external sources, was not from the outside, but from my internal sources and are all a result of weeks of my own manifesting.

Let me explain it this way. About 4 weeks ago, I was complaining about my life, where I was and what I was doing, and continually kept repeating how I wanted change, change to do as I want. To move away from the things I no longer wanted in my life.

This week has been so difficult, because suddenly all these negative things started happening to me, and they just seemed to accumulate and I couldn’t understand why, why when I am focusing on manifesting my goals in my life, do I suddenly have all this negative stuff come up.

A couple of days ago it became almost too much too bear, but once I re-arranged my thoughts and the way I was doing things, everything once again started to look up for me, and I stood once again at a point where I could objectively look at what has been happening in my life and find out where the source of these experiences is. What a surprise when I began to realise that everything that has been happening to me is a product of my manifesting!!!

I have become accutely aware of the saying “Be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it!”

I have realised that in my wishing for change, I failed to formulate that as much as I wanted change, I wanted it for the greater good, and that I also failed to spell out exactly how I wanted things to change, so the universe delivered EXACTLY what I asked for, no more, no less! I got my change but in the fastest, easiest way that the universe could deliver it, and at first I mistook the hardships as someone elses intervention in my life……someone elses’ negative influences for lack of a better explanation, and all along I have been the only one responsible for the chaos that has been reigning in my life over the last week or so…….

But heres the crux, I didn’t actually formulate my wishes in as many words as I FELT my wishes, does that make sense? I so badly wanted the change that I must have been screaming it out to the universe in my emotional frequencies. I had the emotional connection to the thought I was thinking and was sending that out to the universe like a broken record, over and over again and for weeks on end!!!

What a wake up call, if anything I am more in awe of the natural Law of Attraction than ever before!